Saturday, March 12, 2011

Short Update for now :)

2/16/11
Last week we had 2 more snow days. This gave me a lot of time to work on my unit and I was actually able to enjoy the weekend! That was a nice change :) So I decided that I need about 2 days every week to work and get things done, then I can enjoy 2 weekend days. We either need 9 day weeks, or 3 day work weeks. Either is fine with me!
This week has been the first full week of full time teaching. Last week only ended up being about a day and half thanks to the snow. I love it :) It’s different but I love it. I am learning a lot about tough love though. I really have grown to adore these kids and it’s hard for me to punish them. They make me do it though :/ I told them today that I don’t want to yell at them and I don’t like when I have to raise my voice to them, so please don’t make me do it! This actually made a world of difference in the class. I think they needed me to tell them that I don’t enjoy punishing them or sending them out of class. I wouldn’t have thought that would make a big difference but it did and I’m thankful it did. They can be pretty unruly when they choose to be. But I know that if I don’t redirect and correct their behavior then it will continue. I can’t allow behaviors that creates bad habits to continue. They may not have serious consequences now, but they may later. It’s because I care about them that I have to punish them sometimes. This concept helps me better understand the Scripture about not sparing the rod and why God punishes his Children when they disobey Him.
I subbed today and will write more about that hopefully tomorrow because it was quite an experience and a the best learning experience I’ve ever had by far. I also got a lot of good stories out of it :) Ask Mom and Taylor; they’ve heard a few haha. The most important thing I learned though is that I can do this. I can take a class, teach all day, and survive :) I finally found my teacher voice and started getting respect from a bunch of 11 year olds today. That’s a pretty good feeling. So I go into my final observation tomorrow feeling confident and capable! I think that’s a pretty good way to go into it :)
I’ll make sure to write about my subbing experience and welcome into public education tomorrow. Please make sure to read it! It’s quite interesting :) As for now, it’s 9 pm and I still have lots of things  to do for tomorrow. I also have to be at school at 7:45 for a faculty meeting (which wouldn’t be too bad if it didn’t take 30 minutes to get school) :/ So off I go to check more tasks off the list!
Til tomorrow   :)

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